Some Excerpts from Ty’s Journal
I feel more peaceful, I feel happy and don’t want trouble for anyone. I believe God made all of us and we are his creation. Why fight? Why hurt something as great as God’s creation. I have friends and family that love me. I want my heart to be filled with love and not hate. I don’t want to dwell on negative things. People may not always be happy with me but I don’t want bad things to happen to them, even people I don’t get along with I think and pray to soften their hearts. I need to work at this as well.
God’s rain water flows through the same gutter that we walk today but you got to keep your lip stiff, keep your fists clenched. At times you got to kick your way through this bitch. Be a warrior, never slip, if you slip don’t fall, if you fall get up and improve, fight through the pain and succeed when shit gets hard, you just got to be harder. Everything this world throws at you take in stride don’t lose your temper. Stay positive and make the angels in heaven hear you and be proud of your accomplishments strive for greatness in every aspect of life and keep your testimony strong. For in the end being a goodhearted warrior for the light is what is important.
Without great darkness how would we appreciate the light? Without sadness how would we know the trueness of happiness?
It is one am. I feel like shit. I want everyone to know when I’m gone don’t cry, remember me as the funny, greatest son of a bitch you ever met. I love and pray a lot for all of you. Please don’t cry for me, be happy because I will be looking down on you, blessing you and protecting you. Be happy, be grateful for the person you know because you all know that have read this I’ve been there for you. I Love You